If it’s been two years—or five, or even twenty-five—since you found out about the affair, and you still find yourself triggered by random moments, memories, or even your partner’s tone of voice… please hear this: you’re not crazy, weak, or holding on too long.

You’re likely dealing with a real trauma response—something many people now refer to as Post-Infidelity Stress Disorder (PISD). And there’s a reason your healing hasn’t just “clicked” with time alone.

Let me explain.

What Is Post-Infidelity Stress Disorder?

PISD is not a formal diagnosis in the DSM (at least not yet), but it describes a very real pattern of symptoms that people often experience after discovering a partner’s betrayal. It mirrors many of the features of PTSD because, for many, infidelity is not just emotionally painful—it’s traumatic. It shatters your sense of reality, safety, trust, and self-worth all at once.

Here are some common symptoms of PISD:

  • Intrusive thoughts about the affair—details you can’t stop picturing or ruminating on

  • Flashbacks or emotional replays—feeling like it’s happening all over again

  • Triggers that set off overwhelming reactions—smells, sounds, places, words, songs

  • Hypervigilance—constantly on edge, scanning for signs of lying, secrecy, or danger

  • Emotional numbness or shutdown—feeling frozen, detached, or flat

  • Panic attacks or intense anxiety—especially in situations that feel even slightly uncertain

  • Sleep disturbances—nightmares, insomnia, or waking in a state of dread

  • Difficulty concentrating—your mind keeps getting hijacked

  • Avoidance—avoiding intimacy, conversations, or even your partner altogether

  • Mood swings—rage, despair, grief, self-blame, fear, and more, all cycling unpredictably

  • Loss of identity—feeling like you no longer know who you are or what your future looks like

If you recognize yourself in these symptoms, please know this: you are not “crazy,” you are injured. Your nervous system is reacting to betrayal the same way it would to any traumatic event—because betrayal is a trauma.

Your Brain Is a Filing Cabinet

Here’s a simple analogy that might help make sense of why you feel the way you do.

Imagine your brain like a big, beautiful filing cabinet. All your daily experiences—big and small—get processed and stored away in labeled folders. A good morning hug goes into the “safe moments” folder. A disagreement over dinner? Into “mild conflict – resolved.” Life keeps moving, and your brain keeps filing.

But then… infidelity happens. And it’s not just a “bad moment.” It’s a full-body, full-mind crash. Your safety, stability, and sense of reality are shattered.

Your brain tries to process it, but the emotional overload is like jamming hundreds of crumpled papers into the cabinet all at once—fear, shame, flashbacks, obsessive questions, broken trust, grief. There’s no labeled folder. No order. Just chaos.

So what happens?

You go about your day, trying to live your life… and suddenly that mess bursts open. A word, a look, a scent, a date on the calendar—and boom. The memory hits you like it just happened. Heart racing. Stomach in knots. Rage. Panic. Disconnection. All because that trauma file never got stored correctly.

Time Alone Doesn’t Re-File the Memory

Many people assume that if they give it enough time, the pain will fade. And while that might work for everyday hurts, trauma doesn’t behave that way. You can be years past “discovery day” and still be reacting like it’s day one. Why? Because your brain hasn’t finished processing the trauma.

That’s not your fault. It’s not about willpower. It’s about brain wiring.

This Is Where Trauma Therapy Comes In

There’s hope. And no, you don’t have to talk about the details over and over again or relive the pain endlessly.

EMDR (Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing) is a powerful, evidence-based therapy that helps your brain finally sort through that messy pile. Think of it like hiring an internal librarian—someone who sits with you, helps you review the scrambled memory, and gently files it in the right drawer.

You still remember what happened, but it’s no longer emotionally hijacking you. The trigger loses its grip. You feel safer in your body again. The past becomes past, not your daily present.

Other types of trauma therapy—like Somatic Experiencing, Internal Family Systems (IFS), or trauma-informed cognitive therapy—can help as well. The key is working with someone who understands betrayal as trauma, and knows how to help you heal at the nervous system level, not just the surface level.

If You’re Still Hurting, It’s Not Too Late

If you’re still struggling with obsessive thoughts, shutdown, fear, or overwhelming emotion long after the affair, please don’t assume you’re broken. You’re not. You’re just carrying trauma that hasn’t been resolved.

Trauma therapy can help. You deserve peace. You deserve to feel whole again. And you don’t have to do it alone.

If you’re ready to find support, here are some trusted places to start your search:

Healing is possible. And you are so worthy of it. Sending you the biggest hugs!